Thursday, October 7, 2010

One Day.....

Hi again,

Its 1:06 AM night and i am writting just thought of and here i am :P

One Day.... the day which will be the perfect day for me.... the day which will bring everything i want to have... but the thing is.... will that 'perfect day' ever come????? Nopes...!!! i dont think so... and thats why its a 'perfect day'

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What is love??

Love is unconditional
Love is unpredictable
Love is controllable
Love is unexpected
Love is unbearable

Love is Love. Love is best feeling.. J you can only experience it…..

But when it hurts you cant stop crying like a helpless baby…. L

Love makes you fly… it makes you to dream…..

You never know when u r in love, but sometimes its too late…… and sometimes its just happens to hurt….

I love being in love she says forget her……. Concentrate on different things.. its too simple and easy too say….. but then how can i….???

I am living in my own imaginary world…. Smiling living in that

And crying whenever I know its not real….
"

One day I will be with the love of my life..... the girl whom i love..... whom i want to have in my life.... with my full faith in that almighty i just wanto pray for her happiness... :)
today in the lunch time one of my friend told me to have 'karwa chauth fast' for her and i will get her...(she was kidding :P) but then i seriously thought lets do it... so lets see... :)

Being in love when ur 'someone speacial' is not in that feeling with u then two things hurts the most.....

when she tells u that somebody was saying like this "she is so beautifull", "she is the best" and all those things then only thing that comes to ur mind is "Peek into my heart baby and u will know who r u...... what i feel for u..." but u never do.... :(

u want to tell her how u feel but then u know that if u will tell her than all that u have a best frnd kind of relationship will also end... like a candle stops glowing with a small flow of wind..... but then u tell her some or the other day and that day becomes ur worse day coz u r left alone....:'( after that juzzz two r left u and ur dreams......

One day i wanna be famous... i wanna be known....... i wanto be rich, rich enough that i can say to anybody "money is not everything dude".

One day I wanna go to highest point on this plannet earth... the deepest ocean..... the hottest desert and the coldest forest.

One day i wanto know the darkest secret of life and death......

One day for just one whole day I JUST WANT TO BE ME.........

One day....  :)

A friend of mine said "if u dont know where u are then even a map wont help" i comented "map will help u to find where u r..!!! lols" but then he was right u must be knowing what u r doing... why u r doing.....where u r... why u r..... FOR WHOM U R...???

thats it for today have to go to office tomorow morning.... gotta go to bed.... Good night take care...

MISSING...........

Abhimanyu B Somavsnhi (Manyu)

Friday, September 24, 2010

Juzz writing..... my first blogg post......

Hi all,

So this is 6:35 AM!!!!! and am writing my first blog post...... seriously not good at writting.... but always want to.... and here i am... :)

Today is saturday and start of a new weekend... that will end soon... happy moments dont last for long... :(. its the becauese u cannot be happy all the time and like everything.. for that u have to overcome your emotions......

so the week was busy... loads of work at office... new and new projects every week or two... but ya good for a fresher to learn... yipppiiiii....

So something about me The name is Abhimanyu Behari Somvanshi, I have done BE Hons, working current in Wipro Tech as a Projrct Engineer in Noida..... previously worked in A3 Logics Jaipur.
I love acting,reading books, watching movies, listening songs and playing games.
Currently trying hands on Guitar and learning Swimming.....

You know whats d one thing thats best and worst about a relationship...... its the memories..... makes u laugh and smile but at the same time u cannot stop tears omming outta ur eyes..... and then people think u r weak... u must go on... bla bla........... and all those stuff but to be true we all want to go with that......juzz want one more chance to make those memories real again.....

Dreams are to be shattered because everything cannot be possible but it hurts most when only one person was in your dreams and that also shattered ..... that seriously hurts......

You dream and then afraid of whats gonna happen if u do this.... or that.... juzz dont think that much yaar... just give it a try..... because u always think of what could u have done at that time... I have loads of friends around me... but just one is missing.. :(... and i cannot help.... coz m stuck with this....
Dreams shatter in a sec just like when u take snap of someone and click and it becomes a sweet memory.... that u onced lived ur dream... thats the only thing thats makes u strive it can be one day when again u can live ur dream......

so bbye for now..... take care ...... and just do it....
Manzillo ke aage jahan or bhi hai..... :) you only have to go for it

I am Missing......